Ah, I want some rice now!
It's odd how listening to one song brings back memories from over a year ago. It's like, "I was here, doing this, at this time, listening to this song!" So then, on to business.
I am now in deathly fear of any sort of physical contact with a woman. It seems that any little touch could be "okay" with someone, but it's really 99.9997% okay, but they don't tell me that it's not 0.0003% not okay, and then accuse me of sexual assault for it being completely not okay in retrospect. I can't do it.